This farmer says that he and his wife have struggled over the years with his desire to have multiple partners.
He said when he was single he had this problem where he would fall in love with multiple women at a time.
He felt stuck between what he felt in his heart but also what was acceptable by society.
Of course, this made his wife uncomfortable and she didn't really understand it.
We don't really get how this is a surprise here, of course your husband being interested in more women than just you!
As far as polygamy goes, that's just weird.